The love of my life

I was a very lonely man through out my twenties, I had many girl friends but not a one of them I ever thought I was going to marry. I drank all the time, party to the wee hours of the morning, never cared once about the damage I was causing, both to my body, brain and sanity. I was an Asshole to everyone i worked with and didn't care if they liked me or not. I was taught that respect thru fear was still respect. So I tattooed my body, pierced my ears, and became the monster. Now don't get me wrong to my family I was always there, but they saw very little of me, holidays, and occasionally elsewhere. I wanted to end my life on many an occasion, but never succeed. For that I am greatful. On valentine's day in 2005, I had just finished a terrible blind date, went on line and "winked" at my now wife. She responded, we started "IMing" and we decided we should talk. The moment I started to talk to her I knew I was ready to fix my life. After our 3rd date I knew I was going to marry her. After 6 weeks I proposed, she said yes. We married less then a year later. I love her more and More each and every day. she has given me things no other woman ever has, a beautiful little girl, and unconditional love. I am who I am not who I was, and she loves me for it. Hence she is the love of my life.